make a wrong decision?

Am i wrong? am i really wrong for make this kind of decision..can i let you know? i'm really not rich than you..somo more i dislike to get the money for them. i dislike them action fir mii..so i really wish that i can earn some money by myself before school.i know that you worry mii so much..but i dunno wad you worry about? worry about mii alone forget to eat ? or worry about mii give someone kacau? or worry about mii get bully ? i really wish to know..right now i really confuse..i dunno wad should i do you will be happy..i dunno how should i do you wont be sad and hurt....i hate this kind of feeling..' Life sucks at certain point that you wish to give up.' wad means for you at certain point? wad you wish to give up ? mii? or our relation? can you really give up ? i admit sometimes i was have bad and worst emotion..i admit that i like to think so many..and i also admit that when i think so many will become my brain not cleanly..but that is mii..when i really care for someone..when i really love someone..when i already put so many time to growth up this relation. i really will think so many nor it is good for this relation or not...it always make mii like mad.it always make mii cry like hell in everynight..and always make mii dream something that i hate..the dream can make mii cant sleep anymore at whole night even another night..i wish that you know i wont love you less than you love mii..but more than you...but i feel like you wont know this forever..i wish that you know i really very hard to maintant this relation myself but you never feel..and i try to dont think about your feeling when i already make for some decison but it cant for mii...i wish that you know..i love you that i really do...