not sure

i tried to not enter here. Cuz i know when i enter here sure i feel sadness. Stress for this relationship...i tried to get my best to everything..you dislike i ignor..but i like you ignor sometime also..1 year 2 month le..do you know already 2 month no celebrate and also no any msg le..izzit means something has change in this relationship le? I not sure..i hope it not..but i hard to calm down my heart. I cant stop thinking it..i not sure whether you feel it..since tippy email you about thing..it really have some tiny problem has change le.at lease my heart is telling mii that..and this few week..you let mii feel you are cold.. Make mii feel wanna hide whatever problem in deeper..Without telling no matter wad..i not sure what had i dint wrong..i duno..i not sure is because your school homework make you feel stress or else.. How can i jump out from this feeling.. I not want too much..just wanna know what are you thinking.. Or if you really wanna to give up let mii know early..cuz i feel i cant without you le..if you dont tell mii earlier i scare i cant jump out from here forever..my heart is start to thin down from now..how long still can thin it? I so suffering..it is so painful..