Tuesday, December 22, 2009
again
20th Dec...the 5th day that i work...today is something difference..i work full with dar..break with dar...but we dint say anything i was unhappy at the time...so i was quite all at the time..why? cuz i feel i'm useless..i cant do anything to dar when she was gastric...anything way can make dar feel comfortable?? no...it just stomach ache..just keep pain and pain...dar start ask mii wad i'm happen...i don't know how to let dar know...just after 5min...we start quarrel..why dar cant understand wad i'm thinking..? i feel no an quan gan... dar with christopher have good relationship..and christopher also break up with his gf...i really worry bout his relationship..i'm scare...i just feel wanna cry at now...
Saturday, December 12, 2009
第一次
12thDec09
今天是第一次吧？这应该是第一次我感到我们真的在吵架！那一刻，我的心真的真的已经飞到你身边了，整套戏到底说什么我不知道！当我知道你找不到我在担心我的时候！Chris Lau 你到底明白我说话吗？你了解我的心情吗？你知道我在担心吗？你发觉我的害怕吗？自从， Darius对你有一种说不出的好时，我就变得很爱哭，你明白为什么吗？我感觉到，从你开始做工后，我的不安渐渐的扩大吗？你大部分的时间已经奉献给LEVI'S了！我有吵么？我没有。我听到有人叫你老婆，我有发脾气么？我没有。我不吵不代表我没有感觉，我不吵不代表我不在乎，我不吵不代表我没吃醋，我不吵不代表我不爱你！只是，我这个傻瓜自己把气咕噜咕噜的吞下而已，和你在一起，我知道我配不上你，我很努力把我们的距离拉的最近，明知不能我也去尝试。可是，我很辛苦，但从没埋怨过什么。因为这一切我都认为值得。那天，你妈知道我们的事了，我可以跟你一起的时间很少很少了。我的不安满满的加大加大，直到你说‘38’跟你说的那些话，我彻底崩溃！或许，使我敏感，但也可能他真的喜欢你啊！你有想过吗？我一直坚持说我要做工，你有认真的去想原因吗？我真的担心你会在那边遇到比我好一百倍的，所以才想说，在你身边工作！就会没有事情！你说你在呼我你担心我！我想说我何尝不是呢？你什么都藏在你心里，我会知道吗？是谁答应我什么事都会告诉我的？后来呢？结果呢？什么都没有！你并没有做到！我能怎么样？我也没有吵！你担心，我宁愿你骂我，也不想你现在这样！我真得很大压力！我从来没想过要让你有这种感觉！所以，我也不打算把这篇感言，流传出去！默默的在心里收着就好了！对不起，谢谢，我爱你！
今天是第一次吧？这应该是第一次我感到我们真的在吵架！那一刻，我的心真的真的已经飞到你身边了，整套戏到底说什么我不知道！当我知道你找不到我在担心我的时候！Chris Lau 你到底明白我说话吗？你了解我的心情吗？你知道我在担心吗？你发觉我的害怕吗？自从， Darius对你有一种说不出的好时，我就变得很爱哭，你明白为什么吗？我感觉到，从你开始做工后，我的不安渐渐的扩大吗？你大部分的时间已经奉献给LEVI'S了！我有吵么？我没有。我听到有人叫你老婆，我有发脾气么？我没有。我不吵不代表我没有感觉，我不吵不代表我不在乎，我不吵不代表我没吃醋，我不吵不代表我不爱你！只是，我这个傻瓜自己把气咕噜咕噜的吞下而已，和你在一起，我知道我配不上你，我很努力把我们的距离拉的最近，明知不能我也去尝试。可是，我很辛苦，但从没埋怨过什么。因为这一切我都认为值得。那天，你妈知道我们的事了，我可以跟你一起的时间很少很少了。我的不安满满的加大加大，直到你说‘38’跟你说的那些话，我彻底崩溃！或许，使我敏感，但也可能他真的喜欢你啊！你有想过吗？我一直坚持说我要做工，你有认真的去想原因吗？我真的担心你会在那边遇到比我好一百倍的，所以才想说，在你身边工作！就会没有事情！你说你在呼我你担心我！我想说我何尝不是呢？你什么都藏在你心里，我会知道吗？是谁答应我什么事都会告诉我的？后来呢？结果呢？什么都没有！你并没有做到！我能怎么样？我也没有吵！你担心，我宁愿你骂我，也不想你现在这样！我真得很大压力！我从来没想过要让你有这种感觉！所以，我也不打算把这篇感言，流传出去！默默的在心里收着就好了！对不起，谢谢，我爱你！
Monday, December 7, 2009
wad can i do??
7 Dec 09
chris's mom maybe know the relation between us..wad should i do? should i leave she?? i dont wan do to that..that is mii and she's things..i'm not with her mom...why her mom want do that...yay..maybe she is chris's mom...but did she think about us?? she have think that we already put many courage in this relation...i can sure that she also have paktuo before..if she's mom do the same thing that she do did she will leave her lover?? i know that now we are not in a normal love life...but it also is love...is our love..please chris's mom..i'm begging you...please dont force someone leaving someone..we will not do that..
chris's mom maybe know the relation between us..wad should i do? should i leave she?? i dont wan do to that..that is mii and she's things..i'm not with her mom...why her mom want do that...yay..maybe she is chris's mom...but did she think about us?? she have think that we already put many courage in this relation...i can sure that she also have paktuo before..if she's mom do the same thing that she do did she will leave her lover?? i know that now we are not in a normal love life...but it also is love...is our love..please chris's mom..i'm begging you...please dont force someone leaving someone..we will not do that..
happy one month..
28Nov09
an anniversary between mii and chris..
i cant celebrate it at 28Nov09 because she's aunt is came from malacca..she need to accompany them..but..before 28Nov09..she already gift mii a watch..a pretty watch..and a letter..inside the letter..she write many things..many memory between us..letter start the first time she make mii cry...thanks mii to gave courage her fall in love once again..actually thaknz is suppose i say to she..she really gave mii courage to fall in this kind of love once again....i really dint lamguo that she will accpet mii...i through that she will avoid mii..i through that i cant frenz with she...but i'm wrong..at here...i need to thankz she...i love she so much..muackzzx
an anniversary between mii and chris..
i cant celebrate it at 28Nov09 because she's aunt is came from malacca..she need to accompany them..but..before 28Nov09..she already gift mii a watch..a pretty watch..and a letter..inside the letter..she write many things..many memory between us..letter start the first time she make mii cry...thanks mii to gave courage her fall in love once again..actually thaknz is suppose i say to she..she really gave mii courage to fall in this kind of love once again....i really dint lamguo that she will accpet mii...i through that she will avoid mii..i through that i cant frenz with she...but i'm wrong..at here...i need to thankz she...i love she so much..muackzzx
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