again

20th Dec...the 5th day that i work...today is something difference..i work full with dar..break with dar...but we dint say anything i was unhappy at the time...so i was quite all at the time..why? cuz i feel i'm useless..i cant do anything to dar when she was gastric...anything way can make dar feel comfortable?? no...it just stomach ache..just keep pain and pain...dar start ask mii wad i'm happen...i don't know how to let dar know...just after 5min...we start quarrel..why dar cant understand wad i'm thinking..? i feel no an quan gan... dar with christopher have good relationship..and christopher also break up with his gf...i really worry bout his relationship..i'm scare...i just feel wanna cry at now...